Jindgi Ka Sabab

Aaj mujhe hawa na jane kahan choo gayee
Mann main jindgi jene ke lalak bhool gaye
Kyon aaj dil main ek tharav sa hai
Jiese akhon ne ek sapna abhi buna sa hai.

Tum hawa ke jhonken ke taharan aaye
Mere atama ko jiesa cho kar chale aaye
Kyon tumse phir milne ke tamanna hai,
Jiesa akhon ne yahee sapna buna hai

Tumhari har baat ke gunj aabhe tak hai,
Mann ko jise kuch auro sunna abhi tak hai
Kyon mera dil tumhare luntne ke intzar main hai
Jise har raat ko hamesha savare ke tamana hai

Main jantee hun ke tum ek diwaswapn hoo
Per mujhe sayad isi sapne main jene hai
Kyon dil aaj tumse tumhee ko mang raha hai
Jise jindgi mian tumhere bina kuch bhee nahi hai

Dil baar baar khuda se iltaza kar raha hai,
Is sapane ko sakar hone ke dua mang raha hai,
Kyon mere dil tumhe jane ke izatat nahi deta,
Jise tumko jindgi ka sabab bana diya hai

Blue, Deep & Alone

Your flashes came in mind and I looked up at the sky,

As I wanted to tell him to hug me in such a way,

No body can touch my being; I will remain just like him

Blue, deep and alone.

As he never felt the heat of sunny rays

Nor felt sad on gray and black bubbles on surface

He had lot of glittering stars, didn’t realize

Up to every sunrise, he changed several faces unknowing

In the eve up till the moon arrives, he remain clam and contented

He knows nobody will come to change his mood

Without urge he remains, blue, deep and alone.

Wish, I do not felt any heat of drifting,

Nor gloomy on gray and black bubbles on my soul

Coz’ I too had a lot of stars of memories

Up to every sunrise I resist change in me quietly and feel my solitude

I know you won’t be back to change my mood

Without any urge why can’t I remain blue, deep and alone

Wish I do not feel pain of broken dreams,

Nor repent about waiting for you for years

I have to covert the wetness of numerous tears

Up to every sunrise I resist change in me quietly and feel my solitude,

I know god given dreams and broken, depending his mood;

I still urge to live lifeless, just like him, blue, deep and alone.